This Is It.

This Is It. I have never been more pissed in my whole life before. This has been if not, the most pissing / disappointing / let-down / maddening / *&^%$#@ day in my life so far.

Was it due to my expectations? The more your expectations differ, the worse you feel. It doesn't help that everyone else is different.

****.

I definitely know what I am NOT doing in the future.